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If any organization should have represented God well, it was Ravi Zacharias International Ministries. I worked there. I had all the theological answers to explain human crookedness, but I still wasn't prepared for the spiritual abuse. In my pain, I wondered if anyone was listening. My leaders said God existed, but they didn't live like he did. And if God's representatives are corrupt, it made me wonder: is God even real?
Mark 9:17-27
One of the crowd answered him, "Teacher, I brought my son to you. He has a mute spirit. Whenever it seizes him, it throws him down. He foams at the mouth, grinds his teeth, and becomes rigid. I told your disciples to drive it out, but they could not." He answered them, "O faithless generation, how long am I to be with you? How long am I to bear with you? Bring him to me." So they brought the boy to him. When the spirit saw him, it immediately convulsed him violently, and he fell to the ground, rolling and foaming at the mouth. Jesus asked his father, "How long has this been happening to him?" He said, "From childhood. It has often thrown him into fire and into water to destroy him. But if you can do anything, have compassion on us and help us." Jesus said to him, "'If you can'! All things are possible for the one who believes." Immediately the boy's father cried out, "I believe; help my unbelief!" When Jesus saw that a crowd was rapidly gathering, he rebuked the unclean spirit. He said to it, "You mute and deaf spirit, I command you: come out of him and never enter him again." After the spirit cried out and convulsed him terribly, it came out. He was like a corpse, so that most of them said, "He is dead." But Jesus took him by the hand and raised him up, and he stood up.
I can't imagine my children convulsing in the dirt. This young man and his father have endured years of trauma, wrestling with an evil force trying to destroy them. In desperation, the man asked for help from the disciples and the scribes, who both claimed to represent God. But they failed him. They couldn't do it. By the time he finally meets Jesus, his faith has been battered again. Not just by the demon, but by the disappointment of powerless religious leaders. So, he hedges: "If you can do anything..." Who could blame him? When religious people fail us, we instinctively lower our expectations of God. Remarkably, Jesus attends to this man's soul before he restores his son. He invites him to be wholehearted, and the man responds with the most honest prayer in the New Testament: "I do believe; help my unbelief!" He is saying: 'Yes, I've still got a scrap of faith left, but it is not enough for this crisis. You're going to have to pull me across the finish line.' And on the strength of that fractured, honest, half-believing prayer, Jesus healed his son. Everyone in this story who acted as if they had it together had an impotent faith. Only the cry of a broken father was heard by God. If this story shows us anything, it's that faith isn't opposed to doubt. It is opposed to pretending.
"I believe; help my unbelief." If you're honest, which half of that prayer feels more true for you right now?
Has disappointment with Christians or the church ever made it harder for you to trust Jesus?
What's one specific doubt you've been afraid to say out loud?
Jesus invited this man into an honest conversation. No hiding, no pretense. You don't need to fix your doubt today, but you don't have to carry it alone. I invite you to send this text to a safe friend right now: "Can I tell you something I've never said out loud about my faith?"
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